Not been on here for a while.
Been busy, kind of.
Sorting my life out. Diagnosing myself with mental health problems, or just health problems in general.
Maybe I’m a sociopath? On a small scale but not so much on the no remorse side of things. Well, maybe a bit..
Maybe I’m bipolar? My mood swings anger everyone around me including myself.
I also didn’t know that hitting myself in the head when I’m angry is a form of self harm, but apparently so. Especially since it’s my wrist I hit against my head, not just my fist. This makes me a ‘wrist-banger’.
I’m worried about this. But at the same time I don’t wanna be a Valium junkie who has to take a pill every day to be normal.
Maybe I am a bit crazy but I don’t see why that should be a problem?
I don’t even know why I’m writing this here, I just need an outlet I suppose.
I think I’m strong enough to be okay either way.
Plus I did just get my heart chewed up and spat out, I think I’m allowed to be a little depressed and crazy.
I’ll be okay..
